shld i ever be forgiving abt the past? shld i be forgiving for everything which i've never done..? and even to patch back and retrive the past times? and try to be like wad we USED to be? jus like the past? can i be tt forgiving to forgive and forget wad the 2 of them had done towards me? i admit. last tym, i forgive her NOT b'cos i wanted to. but for some other (yet personal) thing. now, i've the right to choose it myself. to care abt their past or to lead my own style for everything. IF i'm to care abt ppl's own thoughts and feelings, no doubt, i can be the nicest person u ever noe but i'll end up not forgiving myself for the things i wanted to do but didnt do. perphas, the error i've made in my whole life is to be so nice ba. but IF i'm to do the things which i'd like, i'll be hurting those ppl ard me who have been supporting me all this while. i'm always reluctant to make a desicion myself. and now.. i've to choose them myself. what shld i do?